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Killing The Bear

by Brian K & The Parkway

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1.
The Game 02:17
In the summer, bodies were glowin’ Me and you babe, the profits were growin’ Then I saw him In the mirror of the crimson shack Flashing his stupid grin Right behind my stupid back Well I guess we made it far enough To cause some folks a little pain Just don’t call it caught up in the game Long before the tornadoes And the crumbling schools And the broken dreams For following rules So I made up my mind And I made my own way Selling sight to the blind And time to the late Well I guess we made it far enough To cause some folks a little pain Just don’t call it caught up in the game The eagles and the overtures Crystal caverns so insane Just don’t call it caught up in the game
2.
I ain’t got time for a revolution You earn a little gold, then it fades away And I don’t know how I ended up at your house I guess it doesn’t really matter much, anyway Mama always said don’t you be reckless Always save more than you spend Everybody everywhere said we can grow forever And in the end everyone would win Now I’m free, as a parrot Running my mouth from the confines of my room Rich, as an American Pharoah Living out my days scoring someone else’s loot I had a little land in a lovely stretch of country Toilin’ time’s all I’d ever known Just closing deals for the bowties and the cameras Til they ran into a little bit of trouble with some unpaid loans Now I’m free, as a parrot Running my mouth from the confines of my room Rich, as an American Pharoah Living out my days under someone else’s boot It sure was a long road Sure was a heavy load I carried all my life for all of you I’m done with running I guess I’ll come clean Is there any more I can do? Free, as a parrot Running my mouth from the confines of my room Rich, as an American Pharoah Living out my days under someone else’s boot
3.
The herd has gathered for the offering But there’s limited supply Some are racing for the big sale Some are straining for their lives When all these machinations March us towards our worst Turn dreamers into doubters Questioning our worth Who will be the last of us just trampled in the dirt? We wind the clock, for curiosity We wind the clock, in solidarity We wind the clock, if you wanna get close to me Tramps and traitors to some tragic tribe All we’ll ever be Check your privilege, better earn your pride No one’s getting out alive When all these machinations March us towards our worst Turn dreamers into doubters Questioning our worth Who will be the last of us just dying to be heard? We wind the clock, for curiosity We wind the clock, in solidarity We wind the clock, if you wanna get close to me We’ll build a palace out of blood, stone, sweat and sand And sit in silence ‘til the clouds retreat again Will you take me by the hand? Who will be the last of us just dying to be heard? We wind the clock, for curiosity We wind the clock, in solidarity (gotta get close to thee) We wind the clock, if you wanna get close to me
4.
The river turned red by the middle of March And I wasn’t waiting for croaking to start Or pestilence, locusts, or seas to part Get ready, promised land, wherever you are I brewed a fresh pot to plot our escape We had to think fast, lest succumb to this fate But nowhere seemed right, nowhere seemed safe ‘Til that little bird landed on my garden gate She said, “Bennington, Burlington, Woodstock or bust Fresh air for seasons, neighborly trust Hit the road son, there’s no time to debate The grass is really greener in the Green Mountain State” I dreamt that night of a scorching sky The birches turned black, the maples went dry Both townies and transplants gave us the side-eye Still sounds better than here, so let’s give it a try And go Bennington, Burlington, Woodstock or bust We’ll live off the grid, shake off the dust So let’s hit the road, there’s no time to debate Bennington, Burlington, Bernie or bust To the gods of the hills I will render my trust So I’m go’in to find out, before it’s too late Is the grass really greener in the Green Mountain State? Green Mountain State Green Mountain State Green Mountain State
5.
It’s ringing in my head Am I on the ground? If I could feel my legs I’d stand up And book it to another town I reached for my car keys Ignition was stalled Must have been that biker with that Shady looking pompadour We gotta go We gotta go It’s just rock n’ roll It’s just rock n’ roll I could have cured cancer Or stuck to my maths But I had to bet my future on a Killer set at Rockpalast The lights won’t stop flashing (The lights won’t stop flashing) They’ve opened the doors (They’ve opened the doors) Passersby assembling start to Sing along here comes the chorus We gotta go We gotta go It’s just rock n’ roll It’s just rock n’ roll For a moment I was Floating high above the scene (I was floatin’, baby I was floatin’) A sea of hands were waiting To carry and deliver me We gotta go We gotta go It’s just rock n’ roll It’s just rock n’ roll We gotta go We gotta go It’s just rock n’ roll It’s just rock n’ roll
6.
I saw it running by the freeway Sniffin’ round the yard Ooh, I could feel it in my scars So I rounded up a posse Tracked it through the marsh And I aimed my bow straight at its heart Well we dragged it through the village Had ourselves a feast But I felt like it was eating me Killing the bear Was the best we could do Followed our fear Avoided the roots And we can’t understand why we’re still scared to travel by the moon Is it me? Is it you? Well, we had a little respite Some superficial peace But I could never feel relief Squinting through the twilight A ruffling in the trees Little son’s staring back at me Killing the bear Was the best we could do Followed our fear Avoided the roots And we can’t understand why we’re still scared to travel by the moon Is it me? Is it you? They say it started near the trailhead It only took a spark And the pines fell like the royal guard Yeah it was racing toward my back door Devouring the bark And I saw her march straight through the dark Killing the bear Was the best we could do Followed our fear Avoided the truth And we can’t understand why we’re still scared to travel by the moon Is it me? Is it you?
7.
Livin’ on borrowed time Unless we take back that line Grab my hand little sister Get primed for the show My true heart is pumping, come on it’s time we go Little fires baby In my fingertips I heard ghosts talking When you parted your lips Little fires burning In little townships I heard engines revving Come on baby, shake your hips Baby shake your hips Meet ‘neath that Speedway sign And find out who’s on our side Don’t get the facts twisted And don’t step out of line I’ve been waiting for this moment, all of my goddamn life Does this look like a party? Does this look like a joke? You think I wanted to be here? Why don’t you step through the smoke Little fires baby In my fingertips I heard ghosts talking When you parted your lips Little fires burning In little townships I heard engines revving Come on baby, shake your hips Baby shake your hips Dancing ‘til eerie quiet Mourning’s for steeling eyes And checking your conscience See where you’re at We going back for one more round? Could be the last Little fires baby In my fingertips I heard ghosts talking When you parted your lips Little fires burning In little townships I heard engines revving Come on baby, shake your hips Baby shake your hips
8.
Hey baby girl Is that blood on your skin? Did it all fall apart? Did you carry their sins? Tomorrow we’ll go sifting through The ashes and rain Just searching for whatever we can claim Do do Do do do do Do do Do do do do Do do Do do do do Do do Do do do do Lean on me sister The moment’s arrived There’s a thin line running through the city tonight We’ll have to squeeze through the vice There’s no getaway car On 15th & Spruce The only way out of the darkness is straight through Do do Do do do do Do do Do do do do Do do Do do do do Do do Do do do do Feel alone in this world tonight So alone, and so damn tired Lying awake ‘neath the undertow And I’m sinking slow Do do Do do do do Running through the darkness Do do Do do do do Got to find my way straight through Do do Do do do do Searching for my courage Do do Do do do do Got to find the way straight through Oh Running through the darkness Got to find the way straight through Oh Searching for my courage Got to find a way straight through
9.
Peacefully 04:51
Kayla was born late in ‘84 Close to the Arkansas border She could light up a room with a dance and tune He’d say “one day you’ll be a performer” Her father worked at the federal building Til the day their worlds came tumbling down Now she just sits here wondering “If the lord above, is all power all love Why bring us such misery? So Dad if you’re fine, just give us a sign And I’ll go on peacefully” A tired platoon, Monday in June Gathered to watch the proceedings Anxiety and grief, anger, defeat Multitudes of conflicted feelings Someone gasped at his icy stare Kayla was miles away from there She drove into the morning sun “You can grieve for them, you can cry for me Light your candles faithfully If you want And I’ll just sit here pondering If the past is never dead, as Faulkner once said Why live in such misery The river runs on, we’re never really gone We float on peacefully”

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released March 29, 2024

Produced by Stephen Russ & Collin Derrick

Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering

Engineered by Zac Thomas at the Jam Room & Stephen Russ at Parkway South; Additional engineering by performers with an *

Artwork & Photos by Daniel Machado

All songs by Brian K. Pagels except "Little Fires (The Parkway Shuffle)" & "Straight Through" by Brian K. Pagels & Stephen Russ

Horn Arrangement on "Little Fires (The Parkway Shuffle)" by Brian K. Pagels, Sam Skelton, Collin Derrick & Stephen Russ

Cat Popper appears courtesy of Velvet Elk Records

Brian K. Pagels: Vocals & Guitar. Piano on tracks 3, 4, 6
Stephen Russ: Drums & percussion. BGVs on tracks 7 and 9
Mat Williams*: Bass. BGVs on track 9
Audrey White*: Organ on tracks 1, 4, 6, 8, 9. Keys/synth on tracks 1, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9. BGVs on track 9
Erin Ryan: Violin on track 4. BGVs on tracks 2, 4, 7, 9
Collin Derrick*: Additional synth on tracks 1, 3, 8. BGVs on tracks 2, 6
Moses Andrews III*: Organ on tracks 2, 5, 7
Cat Popper*: Vocals on track 8
Sam Skelton*: Lead sax on track 7
Churchill: BGWs on track 4
Amaan Dhannani: Trombone, snaps & BGVs on track 7
Joey Garcia: Sax, snaps & BGVs on track 7
Ryan Greer: Trumpet, snaps & BGVs on track 7
Zac Thomas: Claps on track 5
Sean Thomson*: Slide guitar on track 6

This album wouldn’t exist without: Andrew Newton, Adam Ritchie, Josh Clark, Brent Franklin, Ross Gore, Joe McCaffrey & all of the artists who gave their time to this project

We wouldn’t be who we are as a band without: Richard Baker, Meghan Heffron, Huey Lewis, Mike Shade & Cameron Snapp; all bandmates and fans of The Beanstalk Library, Uptown Boys Choir, The Fire Tonight, Bal Boheme & all of our past projects; & our family and friends who have supported us over the years

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